Day Two

Feel oddly like I'm in Big Brother every time I write this... "Hi, Big Brother? Today I'm feeling okay, and I'm listening to Linkin Park..."

So. Yeah. Day Two of livejournalness. Had all sorts of zippy plans for today, the last day of the holidays... instead have spent the past two hours sitting in the spare room with a pen, a cello, a box of resin, some manuscript paper and an empty head. Now I have a full piece of manuscript paper (actually, TWO full pieces of manuscript paper! Wahoo! Only one more composition to go!) a cello with a new dent in it and bleeding fingers. You think they'd have hardened up by now, but nooooooo...

Anyway, it's the last day of term. Okay, I know that most people are back in now, but loneraven isn't, so she feels my pain. (And she also taught me how to do the thingie!) I mean, I know that it's not a big deal, but my revision timetable starts tomorrow, and as such, I'm fricking terrified. I like living in constant denial of my exams. I know I'll do okay... did bloody well on mocks with sod all revision, but I need to revise for my actual exams. Mainly cos if I don't get above a B in every subject then I can't go to SG6. This is a horrible and scary thought, and the worrying part is I know that my parents will carry said threat out.

Oh yeah, and I need good grades to get into Winstanley... :P

(Ooooooh!!! It's Aragorn's birthday today! Not the actor, the actual guy, as according to the Tolkien tale of years. Happy Birthday, scruffy Ranger and Legolas' all time love!)

Anyway, school. Back to constant work, having no time to read fanfic , not replying to emails, even worse, got choir tomorrow with THE babe of the universe, who I think may actually be gay but unfortunately probably thinks I am some sort of weird sci-fi nerd... well, she eats my food in cookery, thats positive, but... anyhoo, as well as choir have history, which is a good thing.

Where was I... I go off on a random tangent a lot, you know. :) So, back to school, but only for six weeks. Then I leave, as in FOREVER. I'm terrified. I really am. Hate school, but at the same time, never want to leave as it's what I know, with people I know. (And mainly despise, but thats not the point) Winstanley will be scary. And big. Did I mention scary and big? And all of my friends ar going somewhere else.

Eeeeeeeeeep.

God, I'm going on for AGES! This is addictive!

On the plus side, found cassieclaire todayt, and a new VSD! LEGOLAS!! Laughed self sick. Love the VSDs. Am proudly a Pervy Elf Fancier.

Oh, help. Dinner ready. Namarie! ~Hathy-Col~

COMPUTERS!

I hate them. I really do. (Hold on a sec, didn't I already do this rant on DJ?) Ok, I don't completely hate computers, but I do in a LOT of ways. I am so thick at using them it's scary. Why doesn't a computr have "help" that actually helps as opposed to making you more confused? Ok, I'm okayish at net stuff, and if given a very long time I can just about program a website, but holy hannah, I can't work out this frelling LJ stuff! Have sent out pathetic emails to various peeps along the line for heeeeelllllppppp but I'm probably annoying them to death. I'm annoying myself, actually. Buggared if I even KNOW what an animated gif is... one day, I shall learn. I swear. For now, I just scrambled photos onto one funky little paint thinige and hoped it would work. It's as my icon for this post. See?

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It's over there somewhere. Stargate one on the way. Need to find Stargate pics then. Have ignored poor old SG recently, for which I do feel twinges of guilt, but.... might be the love of something new. Might just be obsession with purdy elves. Who knows?

Oooooooh, yay, an update from Scribe! Her fic is SO good.

Am now eating hagen-daaz ice cream. Have been told not too eat too much, but it's soooooo nice! Uh-uh. Near the bottom alredy. Have not self-control though. Jjust one more scoop...... mmmmm. Okay. One more, and it's going away. I SWEAR.

Really have put ice-cream away. Feel proud. And cold. Have finished fic chapter too. Have no fic and no ice-cream.

Mother's just come in. "Did you let the cat in?"
"It was miowing!"
"The cats eaten the chicken."
"..."

Ooops. Stupid cat.

Day of stupidity all round, really. And I'll leave this Dr Jackson's Diary-esque length post here, Namarie! ~Hathy_Col~

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Thid post in as many minutes. Testing, testing, will this picture attempt work, ignore this it's boring...

If not, will take axe to computer. I kid you not.