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Jun. 24th, 2005 10:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hathycolI am finding it impossibly hard to care about doing my exam this afternoon. I have to learn the essay. Erm, okay. I can, like, probably do that, no matter how much I truly and utterly can't be bothered. Serious case of the 'eh' here, which is worrying, as there are a grand total of three exams left for me to do and I really should try and work for two of them, if not politics. I am, to the surprise of everyone who knows me, going to make the effort of actually doing a little politics revision the night before, if only because I probably should remind myself what the course is about. I'll get my six marks, by gum! Maybe even SEVEN!
But yes, I have media this afternoon and I have a tremendous feeling of 'eh'. The thing is, I've managed to not get an A in history. I'm almost sure of it. Luckily, I have the Ultimate Second Choice - unconditional, baby! Doesn't matter what grades I get, because I can sally forth and have four years worth of piss-ups like a good student. And I liked Aberdeen, so that's okay. But because of this almost-B in history (it's all dependant on how much Dave's fucked up the marking of my coursework, really) then what's the point of bothering with the rest of my exams? Ah yes, because they might just let me have my place if I get an A in everything else. But of course, they won't. So I'mm all 'eh' ridden and wanting nothing more than to curl up in a ball somewhere and sleep.
Also, job as housekeeper? Not got back to me yet, which leaves me worrying that they lied to me. Or alternatively Royal Mail has lost my form. It's all possible. And scary. I need money!
Also should try and pass exams, so really should get back to learning about my fictional research.
Lastly, I have a Terrible And Dark Secret. I do, every so often, wander to fandom_wank. What in the name of SWEET BABY JESUS has happened?
*is scared*
I am so tired, but really, I'm going to work now. I am. Honestly.
~Hathy_Col~
But yes, I have media this afternoon and I have a tremendous feeling of 'eh'. The thing is, I've managed to not get an A in history. I'm almost sure of it. Luckily, I have the Ultimate Second Choice - unconditional, baby! Doesn't matter what grades I get, because I can sally forth and have four years worth of piss-ups like a good student. And I liked Aberdeen, so that's okay. But because of this almost-B in history (it's all dependant on how much Dave's fucked up the marking of my coursework, really) then what's the point of bothering with the rest of my exams? Ah yes, because they might just let me have my place if I get an A in everything else. But of course, they won't. So I'mm all 'eh' ridden and wanting nothing more than to curl up in a ball somewhere and sleep.
Also, job as housekeeper? Not got back to me yet, which leaves me worrying that they lied to me. Or alternatively Royal Mail has lost my form. It's all possible. And scary. I need money!
Also should try and pass exams, so really should get back to learning about my fictional research.
Lastly, I have a Terrible And Dark Secret. I do, every so often, wander to fandom_wank. What in the name of SWEET BABY JESUS has happened?
*is scared*
I am so tired, but really, I'm going to work now. I am. Honestly.
~Hathy_Col~
