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They are paying people I know money to go to school.

You know who you are. And I envy you all so much it's physically painful...

And we're calm... *breathes deeply*

I haven't done anything today. I updated some of my website, got a cracking headache so stopped, argued with my mother and went out to stomp around Ormskirk feeling angry. I just can't abide my Mum at the moment when she starts going on about results day. "You've got to do this that and the other..." and I just feel like I'm drowning. On results day, I plan to wake up early and wander around in the cool air for a while until I have to go to school. I will then go home and report my results. At some point on the same day, I will probably phone relatives who wish to be informed, and I will toddle to Winstanley at the time I need to, and then I'll come home, and I've not thought past that.

And yet Mum is making out a schedule for me, about how I have to phone her the second I open that envelope, and about how we have to go out that night, and about how I have to phone every relative I have upwards of ninth cousin...

And I'd happily do all that myself if I wasn't being nagged to do it, resulting in me wishing to kill my relatives and not tell anyone my results. I don't object to going out, but I do object to PLANNING it. All I can remember, in vivid clarity, is Rhiannon telling me about when her brother got the results, her parents opened the champagne, he came home, revelaed that he'd only passed six, and spent the rest of the day locked in his bedroom. I know thats not going to happen to me, but I still feel rebellious and angry about the whole matter.

They're MY results. Shouldn't I decide what I do?

I'm all irate and wound up about them, thats the problem. I just want my family to leave me about it.

Speaking of the family, it's Dad's birthday tomorrow. I have to go and wrap up his present soon. Actually, now. Mum is shouting.

Why oh WHY do I choose now to start arguing with my parents?

~Hathy_Col~

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