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Sep. 1st, 2003 04:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hathycolSomething occured to me, about half an hour ago. And only now am I sort of thinking about putting it down in word, because it's a very scary notion.
I'm not doing a dance A-Level. This means...
I have no reason to continue dancing.
None. At all. Why should I put myself through the sheer hell that is advanced level, why should I struggle as The Crap One At The Back Of The Class, why should I be with people who, well, I don't dislike but I'm not uber-keen on, why should I be paranoid about my weight because of leotards, why should I give up my Saturdays?
Then of course, there are a few reasons why I should... I'm mates with Laura, I've been dancing for ten years, I need the exercise, it's a release, it looks good on my CV...
But do they outweigh the reasons why I shouldn't?
This is a choice I really don't want to make. But I think it's getting to the point where I'll have to. I'll go and see what dance is like on Saturday (Saturday? Surely it can't be that soon). And then I might actually have to make a decision.
Wibble, people.
~Hathy_Col~
I'm not doing a dance A-Level. This means...
I have no reason to continue dancing.
None. At all. Why should I put myself through the sheer hell that is advanced level, why should I struggle as The Crap One At The Back Of The Class, why should I be with people who, well, I don't dislike but I'm not uber-keen on, why should I be paranoid about my weight because of leotards, why should I give up my Saturdays?
Then of course, there are a few reasons why I should... I'm mates with Laura, I've been dancing for ten years, I need the exercise, it's a release, it looks good on my CV...
But do they outweigh the reasons why I shouldn't?
This is a choice I really don't want to make. But I think it's getting to the point where I'll have to. I'll go and see what dance is like on Saturday (Saturday? Surely it can't be that soon). And then I might actually have to make a decision.
Wibble, people.
~Hathy_Col~
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Date: 2003-09-01 09:19 pm (UTC)btw- tis Katie.
Why dont we do some exerice togther ( not tht kind u kinky tart!) ??
would b fun?
before i forget= we have to see LOTR3 togther- yes i know its not ages but i have to book u in advance!
Why dont u just keep the dancing till december then see if u still want to do it or not? YOU ARE A GREAT DANCER! 9 just not free forming ;) )
love katie xx
ps- write about my meeting with Darius!!! yes it was real, not in my dream..we'ld do a lot more if it waas a dream ;)