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Jun. 5th, 2006 11:10 amRight. Today, I have a vague plan to go and bother ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kts2k in Ormskirk because we have not seen each other in what it literally years, but instead, I am sitting in my house and waiting for that fucking job to phone so that I can tell him I'm not working. This, presumably, means we didn't get the contract which is good news for me because I think it means I'm fired and means I don't have to go through the hassle of mild blackmail to get my pay an not do my five days notice.
However, I still have to sit in the house and wait. Because if stuff had gone to plan, I could have gone and seenkts2k and maybe even botherd [Unknown site tag] who I also haven't seen for donkey's years except for the fact that is is now 11.15 AND YET NO PHONE CALL. I can't go out this evening, because I have to be up at stupid o'clock tomorrow to get to Tescos and back for some cheap wine and some deodorant and some food which I can't get until tomorrow because the food will go off. Also I have to pack and do my laundry. So, basically, my time is precious today.
It's a really, really good thing I'm getting away tomorrow, because I'm moving back towards that stage of blue funk where everything seems just a little bit useless and silly and I just want to swear a lot at LJ and then go and mope in my bedroom for three hours. The thing is, though, I can't do that because right now I have no choice over my life. I can't go on LJ when I feel like, TV is not an option, and my bedroom has no lock so I have no credible way of getting out. There are, to be fair, some green areas I can tramp off to and be alone, but if I do that at uni, no one asks questions. If I do that at home, people tend to wonder why I'm out at 2am and panic and phone me and I never get a moment's peace.
Basically, I am out of here tomorrow. Chances are this is my last time on LJ in Ormskirk, because when Megan comes home from her maths exam, she gets the computer. Can I just add that her GCSEs stsrat properly today and she's done no revision for them? It's terrible of me to say, but at times I hope she fails, because she doesn't deserve to pass them.
And yesterday I didn't go to training, because I would like my back to stop hurting now, so I am back to that horrible isolation and by god I'm being wanky this morning.
I AM GETTING OUT OF HERE TOMORROW. And when I get back, still no family!
Now I think I am going to go and eat some toast, do my laundry, and wish that this guy would hurry up and phone me. Because I would have liked to have gone out today. And now I can't. And that pisses me off, because I feel like a worse friend than I already am.
~Hathy_Col~
kts2k in Ormskirk because we have not seen each other in what it literally years, but instead, I am sitting in my house and waiting for that fucking job to phone so that I can tell him I'm not working. This, presumably, means we didn't get the contract which is good news for me because I think it means I'm fired and means I don't have to go through the hassle of mild blackmail to get my pay an not do my five days notice. However, I still have to sit in the house and wait. Because if stuff had gone to plan, I could have gone and seen
kts2k and maybe even botherd [Unknown site tag] who I also haven't seen for donkey's years except for the fact that is is now 11.15 AND YET NO PHONE CALL. I can't go out this evening, because I have to be up at stupid o'clock tomorrow to get to Tescos and back for some cheap wine and some deodorant and some food which I can't get until tomorrow because the food will go off. Also I have to pack and do my laundry. So, basically, my time is precious today.It's a really, really good thing I'm getting away tomorrow, because I'm moving back towards that stage of blue funk where everything seems just a little bit useless and silly and I just want to swear a lot at LJ and then go and mope in my bedroom for three hours. The thing is, though, I can't do that because right now I have no choice over my life. I can't go on LJ when I feel like, TV is not an option, and my bedroom has no lock so I have no credible way of getting out. There are, to be fair, some green areas I can tramp off to and be alone, but if I do that at uni, no one asks questions. If I do that at home, people tend to wonder why I'm out at 2am and panic and phone me and I never get a moment's peace.
Basically, I am out of here tomorrow. Chances are this is my last time on LJ in Ormskirk, because when Megan comes home from her maths exam, she gets the computer. Can I just add that her GCSEs stsrat properly today and she's done no revision for them? It's terrible of me to say, but at times I hope she fails, because she doesn't deserve to pass them.
And yesterday I didn't go to training, because I would like my back to stop hurting now, so I am back to that horrible isolation and by god I'm being wanky this morning.
I AM GETTING OUT OF HERE TOMORROW. And when I get back, still no family!
Now I think I am going to go and eat some toast, do my laundry, and wish that this guy would hurry up and phone me. Because I would have liked to have gone out today. And now I can't. And that pisses me off, because I feel like a worse friend than I already am.
~Hathy_Col~
