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[hathycol]

Right. Today, I have a vague plan to go and bother kts2k in Ormskirk because we have not seen each other in what it literally years, but instead, I am sitting in my house and waiting for that fucking job to phone so that I can tell him I'm not working. This, presumably, means we didn't get the contract which is good news for me because I think it means I'm fired and means I don't have to go through the hassle of mild blackmail to get my pay an not do my five days notice.

However, I still have to sit in the house and wait. Because if stuff had gone to plan, I could have gone and seen kts2k and maybe even botherd [Unknown site tag] who I also haven't seen for donkey's years except for the fact that is is now 11.15 AND YET NO PHONE CALL. I can't go out this evening, because I have to be up at stupid o'clock tomorrow to get to Tescos and back for some cheap wine and some deodorant and some food which I can't get until tomorrow because the food will go off. Also I have to pack and do my laundry. So, basically, my time is precious today.

It's a really, really good thing I'm getting away tomorrow, because I'm moving back towards that stage of blue funk where everything seems just a little bit useless and silly and I just want to swear a lot at LJ and then go and mope in my bedroom for three hours. The thing is, though, I can't do that because right now I have no choice over my life. I can't go on LJ when I feel like, TV is not an option, and my bedroom has no lock so I have no credible way of getting out. There are, to be fair, some green areas I can tramp off to and be alone, but if I do that at uni, no one asks questions. If I do that at home, people tend to wonder why I'm out at 2am and panic and phone me and I never get a moment's peace.

Basically, I am out of here tomorrow. Chances are this is my last time on LJ in Ormskirk, because when Megan comes home from her maths exam, she gets the computer. Can I just add that her GCSEs stsrat properly today and she's done no revision for them? It's terrible of me to say, but at times I hope she fails, because she doesn't deserve to pass them.

And yesterday I didn't go to training, because I would like my back to stop hurting now, so I am back to that horrible isolation and by god I'm being wanky this morning.

I AM GETTING OUT OF HERE TOMORROW. And when I get back, still no family!

Now I think I am going to go and eat some toast, do my laundry, and wish that this guy would hurry up and phone me. Because I would have liked to have gone out today. And now I can't. And that pisses me off, because I feel like a worse friend than I already am.

~Hathy_Col~

Comments

[tau_sigma]

I think I'm in some ways not looking forward to going home and becoming a dependant daughter again, although at least I will still have constant internet and such. But that is the beauty of jobs, yes, and one reason why I want one to keep myself busy over the summer. (The other reason of course being that I WANT PEOPLE TO PAY ME. 'Twould be nice, yes.)

I feel like a worse friend than I already am - I know the feeling, I truly do. Hugs for you, and kicks and general abuse for the idiot job guy.

[tau_sigma]

And not related, but back to earlier comment-discussion, doesn't make any difference to me what time Mon/Tues/Weds as long as obviously have arrived and not yet left, and going to John's formal 6:30ish. So, um, let me know when/where is good for you?

[hathy-col.livejournal.com]

Um, maybe Tuesday? At, say, um, *thinks* 2.00pm? Except I do not know where St John's is. Simon is pointing, which is useless.

Erm. I will go out having a looksee today and find somewhere to meet?

[tau_sigma]

*nods* 2pm be good, I think.

Except I do not know where St John's is. Simon is pointing

Ditto! Except the pointing, which just amuses me. *g*

[hathy-col.livejournal.com]

Can we make it 2.30pm? And I have found St John's - it's actually really near here and is absolutely beautiful. There's a coffee shop just opposite it called, um, 'Dining Out' I think - it has a bright yellow sign, that's what I remember about it. Does that sound okay?

[tau_sigma]

Yep, sounds good. I will look out for it when I arrive, and then text/comment you if I think I can't find it, but otherwise, will see you there!

[hathy-col.livejournal.com]

This is a terrible thing for me to say, but I don't think I actually know your mobile number. Could you e-mail me it?

Other than that, I will see you there! *remembers to set alarm that day*

[tau_sigma]

Heh, not to worry. Have e-mailed it to you, see you!

[stupidore.livejournal.com]

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