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hathycolI'm feeling strangely low at the moment. Wish I knew why. All I know is that, for most of the day, I've been up and down, and I'm currently on a major low. And I just looked at the calender, and it all just clicked into place, and we'll shut up now because I can horribly TMI as it is. All I know is that poor Simon is bearing the brunt while I sit here and mope.
So, yeah. Stuff has happened since my last post on Monday. For a start, I've quite spectacularly failed General Studies. This gives me a certain sense of elation. I sailed through the English module, and took a certain amount of joy of explaining why, although pop bands are crap, the tactics they used are imitated by many 'serious' artists. Then it was maths, where I just got angry. I couldn't do it, and I forgot the absolute pain that maths and science used to give me. I was also somewhat shocked by my usage of language. An example on a question about knots:
"Stupid fucking bint why can't you do your own fucking bloody maths no wonder you're such a failure right I can work this out... 12 miles an hour means twelve miles an hour... Why am I doing this stupid fucking test written by some stupid fucking cunt with a fucking degree in maths I took intermediate for a reason..."
So, yeah. Thank god it was multiple choice. If in doubt, choose C.
I then went home for the day. Detour in New Look to buy jeans, which I actually did, and my own copy of Witches Abroad which I haven't read for about two years.
I spent my evening watching, finally, the superb Velvet Goldmine which was just pretty. Glitterglitterglitter. Utter decadence, it had Placebo, and it was generally just Really Good.
Also watched Angel. I won't say, for fear of spoilers, but I felt severely disappointed. May all of season 4 not be like this. Although, on the plus side, I want to make an icon of Spanky and re-name it "Miss Cam's Paddle Of Canon Accuracy *thwop*" for the sheer inherrant humour.
Today was boring, and I really didn't do anything of any mark. Went to see film, found it very amusing and somehow disturbing, although it was good. Afternoon off was spent doign media studies and startiung political speech, but I have tomorrow morning and afternoon off, so thats not too bad.
I also need to go and Jayne from the drama department. I've decided to do RADA exams, because it would look good on my CV. And because it looks fun.
Yeah, I still feel rather blah. Hungry, too. I need to go and do... something. Maybe finish off that speech. Maybe work on making an LJ post that is... well... interesting. Or at least remotely funnier than I am at the moment.
~Hathy_Col~
So, yeah. Stuff has happened since my last post on Monday. For a start, I've quite spectacularly failed General Studies. This gives me a certain sense of elation. I sailed through the English module, and took a certain amount of joy of explaining why, although pop bands are crap, the tactics they used are imitated by many 'serious' artists. Then it was maths, where I just got angry. I couldn't do it, and I forgot the absolute pain that maths and science used to give me. I was also somewhat shocked by my usage of language. An example on a question about knots:
"Stupid fucking bint why can't you do your own fucking bloody maths no wonder you're such a failure right I can work this out... 12 miles an hour means twelve miles an hour... Why am I doing this stupid fucking test written by some stupid fucking cunt with a fucking degree in maths I took intermediate for a reason..."
So, yeah. Thank god it was multiple choice. If in doubt, choose C.
I then went home for the day. Detour in New Look to buy jeans, which I actually did, and my own copy of Witches Abroad which I haven't read for about two years.
I spent my evening watching, finally, the superb Velvet Goldmine which was just pretty. Glitterglitterglitter. Utter decadence, it had Placebo, and it was generally just Really Good.
Also watched Angel. I won't say, for fear of spoilers, but I felt severely disappointed. May all of season 4 not be like this. Although, on the plus side, I want to make an icon of Spanky and re-name it "Miss Cam's Paddle Of Canon Accuracy *thwop*" for the sheer inherrant humour.
Today was boring, and I really didn't do anything of any mark. Went to see film, found it very amusing and somehow disturbing, although it was good. Afternoon off was spent doign media studies and startiung political speech, but I have tomorrow morning and afternoon off, so thats not too bad.
I also need to go and Jayne from the drama department. I've decided to do RADA exams, because it would look good on my CV. And because it looks fun.
Yeah, I still feel rather blah. Hungry, too. I need to go and do... something. Maybe finish off that speech. Maybe work on making an LJ post that is... well... interesting. Or at least remotely funnier than I am at the moment.
~Hathy_Col~
