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Feeling vaguely better. Seen to have reeled off a lot of writing, phoned Liz, panicked re: RADA but it turns out that as long as I wear black both days then I should be okay. And, like, learn my speech. Tomorrow, I am going to practice. I will shout at my mirror, I will babble at my parents, I will take over the spare room and I will DO it. It's a scary thought, thinking that I probably have an exam on Monday at an unspecified time. It would be just my luck that it's first thing in the morning. Have sent out pathetic messages to Lucy and Jess to check if they know the times.

That was a really, really big mistake of mine, looking back. Please, god, let the bus be on time on Monday. I'm not forking out for a taxi again.

And now I'm all nervous and panicky again. *breathes* Because I suddenly had the nasty nasty thought that it might start before nine.

I am a a stupid fucker and now feel worse. As long as they don't start until after nine I should be okay.

Hate myself at times. I'm going to go and quietly hyperventilate in the living room now. This is worse than dancing, performing arts festivals, and various other exams put together.

In an effort to think about strange, nitpicky thing, I have to ask: do you know where I can find decent pictures of models/actresses that look as though theyve had a decent meal or three in the last week? They're all skinny bitches and I want to find a decent photo for Tuilenn to fit her profile. None of my fandoms are being helpful, either.

No, worrying over nitpicky things is not helping either.

*facepalm*

My language really is atrocious, isn't it?

[EDIT: You know what DOES make me feel better? Listening to The Ballad Of Bilbo Baggins and shouting at the mistakes. "You fool! Wasn't a cave! No caves were mentioned! Mountain! Erebor! Damn you, Leonard Nimoy!" I also went far too fangirly over the fact that Thranduil gets a mention. Hee!]

~Hathy_Col~

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Hey sweetie. I'm sure everything will be fine. And to paraphrase Gimli, just keep breathing. Lots of deep cleansing breaths. Good luck, *hugs*

Em

Thank you very much. I needed that. I think it's more that I'm a big, scary, organisation freak and the idea of not knowing my time is looming in the distance like Barad-dur.

Gyah.

*breathes*

Cheer yourself up and look at my LJ!

Oh, but I have!

And the worst part is, I looked at number 10 and thought "Oooh. That looks like the house from Men Behaving Badly." The revision, it seems, is sinking in.

They are very cool and I am very, very jealous.

The benfits of living in the south and the north. We should stalk Dom next time he comes home. He's from Stockport, that's kinda local!

That's like... not far from me!

*puts on stalker hat*

Let's go! And while we're at it, isn't Ian MacKellen around here somewhere? I'm told he lived up in Wigan or thereabouts...

Ian McKellen went to Bolton School so he's definitely local. (I only know this cos one of my housemates went there) I really think he'd make a great adopted uncle....

I sit next a girl in English who went to Bolton School! (Such a nerd, aren't I?)

I want to meet Ian MacKellen and hug him. He's lovely, he's Gandalf, he's Magneto, he's the best supporter of gay rights I've seen for a long time (and he got a knighthood off Maggie Thatcher! Respect for the irony!) and he's also a complete pervert.

I like him already.

Was it last year at the Bafta TV awards he was up for fighting Anne Robinson for the 2 attractive men she had framing her evil features on stage? That was hilarious! I was sitting at home calling "cat fight cat fight!"

He also did Desert Island Disks on Radio 4 last year and one of his songs was "Dancing Queen"! You've got to love anyone who likes ABBA!

Well...they were kinda like caves.

How come you aren't IM missus?

Because I'm currently prancing around reciting Shakespeare.

Good conversation I am not.

And dude, they were not caves. Or they didn't have the intention of going to caves. Which is the same thing.

(Hobbit!Nerd)

Look at my LJ! I have a lesbian quiz

You know the results will be SOOO accurate...

You're a softbutch. You're not as comfortable as
other women in feminine dress, but you can
still wear a skirt when forced. Guys only
consider you mildly threatening, if at all. You
attract some men, though most can figure out
you're not into men. You have little trouble
being pals with them. You're not afraid of
tools and if you had the urge, you could
probably handle hanging cabinets or installing
hardwood floors. Still, you're not a motivated
a do-it-yourselfer and usually only get caught
in home improvement projects to impress or
placate the girl you're dating.

What is your Dyke Rating?
brought to you by Quizilla

Those were mine. And they were distressingly accurate. Weird.

According to my result, i'm a less 'manly' lesbian than you are.

*Goes to pump weights and drink beer or something*

I'm not sure which one of us worse, then.

*grabs pink skirt and desperately tries to remember how to wear make-up*

relax. And for Tuilenn, try this:
http://www.actressarchives.com/
loads of actresses' pics