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Apr. 12th, 2005 01:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hathycolLast night in my general wailing about how much Ye World hated my existence and whatnot (oh, to be honest it's a theme) I decided that instead of trolling about on the internet I would do some reading. I didn't, in the end. Instead I watched 'Casanova' which was just fantastically enjoyable. I like Russell T Davies more than I should.
Anyway, this general sense of bleariness and 'all is not right with the world' seems to be spreading across my flist and it's all just doom and gloom. I worked out that I have a month and a half to go until I finish my A-Levels, albeit more depressingly I have 8 days to finish my media (oh fuck) and less time until Collectormania, with the distinct lack of money issue rearing it's head AGAIN. Oh, and I have 25 minutes to re-write my history coursework but I'm half decided not to bother anyway.
I have itchy feet and a fear of change. Last night I ended up going mad with a pair of tweezers and then being dissastisfied with the end result. My hair is too short and at the same time too long. It's now pulled back into a teeny tiny bobble which makes me resemble an egg. I still can't think of a half decent name for my phone and I feel stupid because I can't use it properly. I still don't know how long the snooze is, actually, and that's not good. I can't wake up in the morning but I go to college because doing different would be weird - from one angle I am going to have to start doing stuff like a job over the summer and holy fucking SHIT I am moving AWAY in FIVE months and argh argh argh argh. I miss the fact I can't seem to be able to write anymore and I am veering into weird emo-terroritory again. I keep on snapping at people who don't deserve it and I am now fed up at myself. And then, o' course, I feel overdramatic because you lot do not need to know this kind of stuff, as you all have lives of your own. But I am egocentrical enough to put it online anyway. Between a flist of people who are actually truly feeling awful - I'm just having a bad week.
So, I am going to try and cheer self up with shiny icons. Is that sad?
And piercing is all weird and pus filled. Danger Will Robinson!
Anyway, this general sense of bleariness and 'all is not right with the world' seems to be spreading across my flist and it's all just doom and gloom. I worked out that I have a month and a half to go until I finish my A-Levels, albeit more depressingly I have 8 days to finish my media (oh fuck) and less time until Collectormania, with the distinct lack of money issue rearing it's head AGAIN. Oh, and I have 25 minutes to re-write my history coursework but I'm half decided not to bother anyway.
I have itchy feet and a fear of change. Last night I ended up going mad with a pair of tweezers and then being dissastisfied with the end result. My hair is too short and at the same time too long. It's now pulled back into a teeny tiny bobble which makes me resemble an egg. I still can't think of a half decent name for my phone and I feel stupid because I can't use it properly. I still don't know how long the snooze is, actually, and that's not good. I can't wake up in the morning but I go to college because doing different would be weird - from one angle I am going to have to start doing stuff like a job over the summer and holy fucking SHIT I am moving AWAY in FIVE months and argh argh argh argh. I miss the fact I can't seem to be able to write anymore and I am veering into weird emo-terroritory again. I keep on snapping at people who don't deserve it and I am now fed up at myself. And then, o' course, I feel overdramatic because you lot do not need to know this kind of stuff, as you all have lives of your own. But I am egocentrical enough to put it online anyway. Between a flist of people who are actually truly feeling awful - I'm just having a bad week.
So, I am going to try and cheer self up with shiny icons. Is that sad?
And piercing is all weird and pus filled. Danger Will Robinson!
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Date: 2005-04-12 09:37 pm (UTC)(i'm assuming i'm on your flist here, sorry) I am happy! no doom and gloom for me! lol despite our theatre piece going a bit awry today i came out feeling immensely cheerful. also, i jsut the word "awry" for the first time in about a year and remembered why i love it so much ^_^ anyway less about words...
*shurgle*
actually i think it's the physicality of what i've been doing that's cheered me up, not just the theatricality. how about doing five starjumps at the start of next english lesson? just me then? ;)
*cuddle* *feeds you happy food like bananas woo*
xxxxxx
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Date: 2005-04-12 09:38 pm (UTC)xx