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[hathycol]

It was going to be a nice afternoon. It's a Friday, and tomorrow I'm going to go to my wedding dress fitting, and get my costume together, etc because tomorrow is the weekend and a weekend is always a good thing.

Instead this afternoon I had to send a redunancy notice (not my own, obviously, but it increases anxiety) which was just horrible, and then I popped home via my mums to discover that since Sunday I haven't lost any more weight. Which is STUPID because I have lost weight, more than I needed to, and I'm back into the size of clothing I want to be, and I should just take it basically a sign that I need to start eating lunch again, but instead I am irrationally bereft. Which makes me feel even worse, because now I'm in a spiral where I hate myself for being irrational. And yes, I know I should exercise instead, and I am aware that unsurprisingly a bloody stupid crash diet is not going to be a miracle because I haven't failed Feminism 101 quite that much, but ARGH.

Tomorrow I have to get up early and go for aforementioned dress fittings. If I fit back into the dress, then I will probably be massively better about the whole thing, but there we go.

Richie is making wedding favours tonight LIKE A BOSS. I am not getting involved as I'm useless at crafty things and he is doing a marvellous job, and to be honest all I want to do is curl up in a tiny ball and sleep. Or eat Maltesers.

Comments

[sevenhelz.livejournal.com]

Um. Different weighing scales, at different times of day, in different places? Not great to assume they'll be accurate.

[hathy-col.livejournal.com]

Same scales, same place, same time of day. (I don't own any scales at home, so have to use my mum's.) I am also aware they're not entirely accurate. Not entirely stupid, you know. I did actually point out that I was being irrational.

[sevenhelz.livejournal.com]

I apologise for unintentionally implying that you were stupid.

[hathy-col.livejournal.com]

Apology taken; equal apologies for being a little short above.

[sevenhelz.livejournal.com]

I've noticed a trend where the folk I know who are dieting can be a bit touchy about it. Seem to have lost my kid gloves somewhere, hope you can take me as I mean to sound.